I am sick and tire of being sick and tire
How do I starT? Lets start by saying I am sick, sad, tired of being in this planet of being just a human been. Live is crazy. I dont know if I am selfish or something but I just dont give a f*** anymore, Crazy.. I have been listening to a lot of different music, salsa, hispanic revolutionary music, rap, classic, arab, you name it but the one that express my feelings is the heavy metal, I feel like You..(Ozzy), or Black Sabbath or Metallica, or Heaven and hell or Megadeth or...you know what I mean. read my mind or knew what I was thinking. I always wanted to talk to you but i guess thats impossible so I decides to write something..THIS...Prince of darkness. meaning you must believe the same thing I believe, or are against the same I am agains the same. I am who once though about the prince of darkness. but, there is always a but, I guess time is running and there is no time to loose. I will never meet you.and the anly way to express what i feel is this damn technological way. By the way i am getting drunk at this very time something I h=avent done in like 6 years. My brain is about to explode. i am surrounded by people that even though I heve shown my loyalty abuse of my so called power. Power that I feel, that I know is there but I cant fullfill. Am I going insane, or what.
Sometimes I wish with dead, close my eyes and no wake up. this is crazy But I cant kill myself somebody has to do the job for me. Is thsi insane? I think so. and think not. I am crying because I cant fight anymore I feel weak and hopeless, the only thing is that something that i dont know telols me to keep going.
f***, I am a low class person. A damn peasant so called by kings, and queens, butr who has abrain that counts 100000000more than theirs. I will die eventually..hell..I am jus a dreamer, a f***ing human been who was cursed by the so called god. f***ing god,..but any way all I wanted to say is that I respect you. prince of darkness, I am just a dreamer and I guess thats how I will die. Thank you. why?. you let something to bring the light by you. by the way I am glad your wife is feeling a lot better. You should do more than one or two cd's Yes I might be crazy and sure if is not reading by you this is f***ing insane., yeah insanity but who knows the meaning of insanity. s*** I guess I am done. Thank you and I am sorry, for wha?I dont know if you do know but i do know. and I guess you will know if you dont know. no easy way out right?