ok asylym ,,i know you two are one and the same,,serious issues,,mate i think you should down tools for a while and relax ,,think about whats most important to you ,dwell on it,then work towards it,,dont seek syco docs help,,THEY WILL LOCK YOU UP,,just try and figure for your self whats going on in ya noggin,,then when you find some niche ,cling to it ,bleed it for alls its worth,,meaning its obvious to me who your a few roos short of the top paddock,not the full lunch box,,but hey i like ya ,,a little bit annoying but overall i think your a good kid,,and well im over here and your there,,and not much i can do for you,,i wish you all the best that the world offers,i just hope and pray you work thru your issues to clear a good path for your self,,you dont need to torment yourself over what has happened or will happen,life throws enuf curve balls,,,just take each day at a time and be good to others and it will come back to you,,just try that and see if im right,,

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