that's funny. only when you are up on them and want to come down? it's not so funny. i had a cousin take me to a rock-climbing cliff face and we took blotter acid. what a f***ing idiot! thank god I started flying before he did, cuz i stood up and would've walked right off the 30' cliff. damn. scary stuff.

thing i never liked about acid is how i would sometimes see these zits on my face, and would f***ing dig the crap out of my face till i drew blood. why things go so dark on the front side, but so beautiful with colors and peaceful feelings on the back side is a curiosity, you know? Taking a half hit was better than a full one - that way i'd just go into the happy space and not the bad.

i don't miss those days honestly, 'cept i do miss my brother and would do anything to go back in time and spend that day with him just like we did it again. the colors were so intense and it was just such a happy and peaceful feeling. i miss my brother john and his laughter.

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I can't seem to see you baby ... although my eyes are open wide ... but I know I'll see you once more ... when I see you, I'll see you on the other side